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Indifferent
Take me, away from this mess
Leave me, just toss me with the rest
Drain me, and see there's nothing left
Discard me, cause what's worth less than worthless?
Berate~ me~
Make it painful for me
show me I'm right to be Indifferent
Shah shah
Save me, from some semblance of self
Blame me, for being something else
Keep me, away for your health
Escape me, because I'm asking for your help
Execrate~ me~
You've taught me to see
That the best way to be is Indifferent
Shah shah
-solo-
Wake me, cause I've learned to close my eyes
Lazy, the only rest you get is when you die
You're crazy, no point in running from it now
You hate me, because my volition cut through your lies
Amputate~ me~
This flesh ain't fresh
Just rip it from the rest I guess
I'm Indifferent
Your chains are chafing me
But whether I'm caged or free
I'm Indifferent
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No one next to me
I guess I'm glad to be Indifferent
Glad~ to be Indifferent
Shah shah
Justified
No one approves, I swear they never do
He's troubled a little that's true
Look away, these bruises show he cares
I know momma it's not quite fair
But I'll stay beside, I'm persuaded by his lies
But Im strong, I'll show, just like you already know
All right, I'll fight, for his life
Brothers in arms dying side by side
Not caring much about where they throw their lives
Their pictures now soaked with blood and with oaths
Who really wins anyways?
Not a single soul, ever for back their toll
In the name of some soil, or some dispute or some oil
All right, I'll fight, with my life
I guess I'll run away, any other day
It's not like anyone I know to stay
I'll trade with my sins, any chance to win
A smile, a touch, or a place
I belong, or a home, not fraught with the scars of my own
My blood, my tears never seemed to bring me anywhere near
All right, I'll fight, for a life
The drugs seem to grow a stronger chokehold
Everytime I see my sister Ann
The spoon and the flame, seem to be her only aim
Ever since daddy ran away
And I see, her spark fade, every goddamn day
But I would pay, everything to take back her place
All right, I'll fight, for her life
Mislabeled
I don't want you around me cause I'm gonna fail
I see a thousand miles before me and I fall
Too short every time, hopefully for the last time
Cause I'm not broken, I'm just better
Cause I'm not broken, I'm just better
Cut back on weak tears, sweet fears are what I crave
Chaos in those lost bring clarity to the front
My self sufficient selfish thoughts dull my plights
Cause I'm not scared, I'm just startled
Cause I'm not scared, I'm just startled
Tear me open, please pull on my cluttered insides
The rifling should stifle and splinter my scattered mind
Just make sure whatever you do I can't be put back together
Cause I'm not scarred, I'm just calloused
Cause I'm not scarred, I'm just calloused
-solo-
I hope you brought this before me knowing that I can't help
Can barely save myself let alone anyone else
But I want to listen and smile if that's my part
Cause I'm not wise, I'm just here
Cause I'm not wise, I'm just here
Cause I'm
Cause I'm
Storms
Downtrodden eyes cast beautiful storm light
Outridden masses clash before the sunlight
Breathe my fears the end is drawing near
We all know that it's death of which they whisper
And as I laugh my sons are thrown asunder
Forbearance speaks it's will to keep raining thunder
Crashing down all around, the ilk of men shudder
Here I stand my mind at home with my mother
And she cries, as I lie, in vain
I seem to go where the wind will not blow
Ghastly gusts grating through the ghostly gallows
Tossing and turning under perils and of plight
Night comes to me in the form of ease, holding me tight
And as I laugh my son is tossed asunder
Forbearance speaks, my will to keep hurling slander
Crashing down all around, the ilk of men stutter
Here I stand my mind at home with my sister
And she cries, as I lie, in pain
I see the winds feign to turn, beg to burn
Blustering bastards fail to learn not to return
Blessed disgust as we discussed by the cusp
All that we held had been turned against us
And as I laugh my son is torn asunder
Forbearance speaks, his will to keep casting shadows
Crashing down all around, the ilk of men hallows
Here I stand my mind at home with my father
And he lies, as I cry, absolved
Emily's Song
Let me be someone else for a time
Pretend I'm fine, my scars are from another life
You lighten my smiles, brighten my nights so to speak
The cravings were real, but we know that I cannot feel
Right?
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You lied to me, said I'd set you free
Yet here you are broken
You gave to me everything that I need
So why do I feel so alone?
I guess I'll let you go
I needed love, I guess I settled for a while
Be there for me, shelter me from my realities
But I knew deep, that I'm not the pieces that you need
Come struggle with me, let's try and live out this fallacy
My love wasn't true, said I'd be there for you
I'm sorry you weren't enough
Please don't cry, I promise you will find
Someone, anyone better than me
It'll be easy
I think of you, I swear that I do
I'll hope you're better off always
It's clear to me that it wasn't meant to be
We both fucked up here and there
I used to care